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kozneffect My name is KK..
21 years old
I am a pure definition of a contradiction. I am laid back but get me going and I can be as energetic as a hobo on crack. I have certain thoughts that I am still trying to get out on paper and put into the world and I believe that is why I am here, why everyone is here. Because everyone has an impact on this world. Let it be positive or negative, to learn from. I have hopes that I hold back and I pull beliefs from here and there and sort them into my file cabinet of a mind...only to procrastinate and not look back at them until they are eating me alive mentally and emotionally. I believe in creating your own happiness even if it's out of only having yourself. Because as we all know how the saying goes "you can't love someone else without loving yourself." Which to me is a contradiction in itself. Because I have loved someone without being completely okay with myself.
I am the type of girl who is a brick on the outside with a hopeless romantic inside. I thrive on girls with pretty smiles and intellegence. Bright eyes and long talks steal my heart. I struggle with words, so be patient with me and I in turn will keep my ear turned and tuned into what you say.
I have history that is hopefully not begging for repeating.

I will follow back if you choose to follow my blog and try to figure out my life of contradictions.

R.I.P Kayla D. #4 on the field and #1 in our hearts. You are missed every day.

You have become a part of not only my life, but of my soul. You have become the girl on the hill, saying, “I do.”

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Tell me it isn’t worth the risk… I still probably won’t believe you.

Posted 11 months ago

He was telling me to snooze.

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All about those black ties ;)

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1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?
I Don’t Wanna Know- Hinder
Not Meant to Be- Theory of a Deadman
Decode- Paramore
A Drop in the Ocean- Ron Pope
Sunsets and Car Crashes- The Spill Canvas
Best of Me- Sum 41

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
On this earth…. Not to sound selfish, but I would like to meet myself. I would find it very amusing to look myself in the eyes and hear my story. I would like to see what other people see when they look at me.

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
“the measurement.” I know it’s not exciting but it’s my Chemistry book.

4: What do you think about most?
The past. What I haven’t done. What I haven’t done. What I should have done differently in order to be closer to where I want to be.

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With clothes.

7: What’s your strangest talent?
I can whistle any song.

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)
Girls… are confusing. Boys… need to show more chivalry.

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?
Yes, and I have written one about someone else.

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Uhh… probably when watching the latest season of America’s Got Talent.

11: Do you have any strange phobias?
Strange? Not sure about strange… but I am deathly afraid of clowns, spiders, and bees.

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Does sniffing a pixie-stick count?

13: What’s your religion?
I was baptized Roman Catholic.

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Looking around…people watching…wondering about how to get to outer space.

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Oh geeze… this question is suicide. I can’t pick.  Even if a gun was put to my head, I’d say “shoot me instead of forcing me to pick”

17: What was the last lie you told?
I’m okay.

18: Do you believe in karma?
Yes…everyone has a karma bank.

19: What does your URL mean?
Not sure what mine is.

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
Greatest weakness= trying to make everyone happy, even if it involves lying.
Greatest strength= putting on a smile.

21: Who is your celebrity crush?
Haha… Carrie Underwood?

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

23: How do you vent your anger?
Walk away and smoke.

24: Do you have a collection of anything?
I have a collection of books that I have written down thoughts in.

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?
Some days.

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
Hate= crying babies

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?
What if I hadn’t done what I started in the 6th grade?

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
I believe in spirits.

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
A lamp.
A highlighter.

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?
Shower gel.

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?
The animal pound.

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
East Coast

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Justin Timberlike (sp?)… he’s got swag.

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?
It’s not about what the meaning of life is… it’s the meaning you give it.

36: Define Art.

37: Do you believe in luck?

38: What’s the weather like right now?

39: What time is it?

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
Yes. Yes.

41: What was the last book you read?
A Million Little Pieces… for about the 8th time.

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

43: Do you have any nicknames?

44: What was the last film you saw?
Titanic 3D

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?
I have had a lot… all about equal. Knee, shoulder, neck, chest, head…

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?
iFunny and PodCasts

48: What’s your sexual orientation?
Soul trapped in the wrong body

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?
Oh yeah… that I was an orphan.

50: Do you believe in magic?
“in a young man’s heart…”

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
Yes… but I will never admit to who or what.

52: What is your astrological sign?

53: Do you save money or spend it?

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?
Omelet maker

55: Love or lust?
Lust at first… potential for love

56: In a relationship?
 You could say that.

57: How many relationships have you had?
Ha… uh…. I plead the 5th. Honestly, I don’t know what you would count as one or not.

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

59: Where were you yesterday?

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
The lining of the trash bag

61: Are you wearing socks right now?
Nope.. I don’t like sock.

62: What’s your favorite animal?
Polar Bear, dogs, penguins…

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
I’ve never thought about it.

64: Where is your best friend?
A long way away

65: Give me your top 5 favorite blogs on Tumblr.
Any funny ones.

66: What is your heritage?

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?
Studying for an exam and writing a cover letter

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Some days

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Save the dog and bring it in to work.

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
A. No, because that’s not stress everyone else needs who is able to live.
B. I’d quit school and work and spend any money I had on doing little things I always wanted to do. I’d kiss people who I’ve always wanted to kiss. I would message people telling them what they meant to me. I would try foods I never would have tried before. Anything that I would have put off or not done in a million years… I would do it.
C. Of course. Death is the ONLY thing that can’t be undone.

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
You Don’t Know You’re Beautiful

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Trust, honesty, loyalty, fights (shows how much you care to show that type of emotion), thoughtfulness, compassion

77: How can I win your heart?
Get me to open up

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Hopefully in a constructive way

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
To continue school

80: What size shoes do you wear?

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
“I tried.”

82: What is your favorite word?
Mush.. as in “it’s too mush”

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

84: What is a saying you say a lot?
I gave it my all

85: What’s the last song you listened to?
Why? By Rascal Flatts

86: Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?

87: What is your current desktop picture?
2 glasses of wine underneath an Eifel Tower lamp

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
It wouldn’t just be a single person… it’d be a group of people. Anyone who has utter hate for other people imbedded in their heart.

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
Why’d you start that lie?… it was so selfish it’s pathetic to put into words.

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
To read people’s mind

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
To decided against what I started and to get distracted or think it through that it would be a horrible idea.

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
A lie I told when I was 15 that didn’t stop for a long time. A self induced horrible experience.

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
No one.. too unrealistic to think about.

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

98: Ever been on a plane?
Numerous times

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
It’s so much easier to hate than to love. But put yourself to the challenge, it would make life so much more pleasant.



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Bulldog with talent

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A macaw about to unleash his evil plot

“I couldn’t help but laugh along with him.”

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I’m rather curious as to how she got into the building in the first place

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Overly Attached Girlfriend


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Moral: If you can’t beat ‘em, join ‘em

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Girl shuffling dance fail

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Meet Loca. She can’t “freaking” run

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